Your Kidney was Like a Gravel Pit

My stones were removed yesterday. Not just a 1.3 cm stone but a whole lot of tiny ones as well. Then my kidney bled a lot so they left a 1 cm stone in there. I have a stent, I am at home and the hydromorphone is not working. So sore and the house is a mess. Ugh.

Short Update

For an educated person I am not always smart. *sigh* I could not access this account for some time now. A lot has happened since the last time I posted. My husband Kris left me and fell in love with someone else. I went to Toronto with my best friend and had emergency surgery on my kidney that wound up creating pain for months, more surgery and hospital stays. Kris came home, left without telling me, decided not to come back and I had to stop going to university due to my health. In the meantime, Curt did not show up to court the last few times, although I did, pain and all. I never ONCE cancelled a court date for surgery. I cancelled surgery for court though! It wound up costing just under five thousand dollars and I am still not able to get child support or any court costs.

So now? I am going to have surgery on my kidney next Monday. It all started happening again in September. I had thought my kidneys were okay and I guess they were not! I have changed my diet and I am hoping that things will change once I get this shit over and done with.

I am depressed but what can you do? I want to move. I want a job. I want to be healthy. I want to be loved. We don't always get what we want!