Why Am I Treated So Differently?

I was reading something in the news on Facebook in regards to an Amber Alert. A non-custodial parent took her child, a 12 year old boy, into her car. An Amber Alert was put out by the RCMP. My 12 year old son is kept from me by his non-custodial parent and I am treated like a friggin' criminal and piece of garbage. So, I have been crying for a few hours, thinking I must have been Hitler in another life to be treated the way I have. I have had CAS at my house, threatening to take my youngest daughter, I have been accused of doing horrible things to my own children and I have had the police at my door, late at night, treating me like a prison escapee. Yep, I am sad and bitter and I just want to be alone with my thoughts (and my kidney stones).